Emotional Rollercoaster

Hey everyone...


I admit it. I'm having a very bad attitude day! Woke up that way and it went downhill from there. So much to be angry, indignant, upset, and unhappy about!!


Now, you might be saying - "Well, you do have cancer and you are going through chemo..." or you may be saying, "What do you have to be so unhappy about?"


It doesn't matter either way. It doesn't matter what YOU think and it doesn't matter how I may or may not try to rationalize how I'm feeling. Fact is, I'm STILL having a bad attitude day - and I'm STILL the only one who can choose to change that. 


Being a Deliberate Creator means knowing on a very profound level that YOU are in charge. If it's in my life, I created it. I attracted it. My "Note from the Universe" the other day summed it up: 

"On the one hand, I realize it must seem quite disconcerting when you see "bad things" happening to "good people," and "good things" happening to "bad people." 

On the other, Lisa, couldn't this be seen as proof that "thoughts becoming things" is an inviolate law? No matter who thinks what? That all are innately endowed with supernatural powers? That I pass no judgment? And that there is nothing you cannot have, do, or be if you can first think it? Feeling better? Besides, nothin' happens to anyone, Lisa, that isn't a gift in disguise." The Universe

That said, my bad day is about ME. It's no one else's "fault" that I feel the way I do today (not even "cancer's") and no one else can "fix" it. It's about me, me, and oh yeah, me. 

So, after a few hours of swimming around in my toxic vibrational soup, I decided it was time to get out. 

The first thing I did wasn't what you might think a googly-eyed pollyanna might do (and no, I'm not a googly-eyed pollyanna, despite what some may think!). The very first thing I did was recognize that my bad attitude was bringing out a feisty side of me (energy!) that I could choose to channel any way that I wished (for good or evil! hehe), so I channeled it into knocking a few things off that nagging "to-do" list that kept me from sleeping in this morning. It worked. 

Then, feeling just a tiny bit better and ready to leverage it up - I dialed into my GVCA (Good Vibe Coaching Academy) group call to spend some time with my high vibe-ing fellow LOA coaches ;). A proven vibe lifter...my bad attitude didn't stand a chance!

The first bump up the vibrational scale came just from being on the line - hearing their voices, feeling the positive energy flowing. Then, Jeannette Maw, probably THE single coach I admire most in the world, blew my bad attitude right out of the water...when she said that SHE found me inspiring! That my "letting go", surrendering to what is, was something she admired and that had inspired her. 

WHOA!!! Stop the presses!! No bad attitude can live through THAT kind of high praise! All I had flowing now was love and appreciation and joy!! (Thank you Jeannette!!!!)

Then, a comment I made as part of the discussion helped a fellow coach shift her perspective. WOW!! Ching, ching, ching! I was racking up those vibrational points now! Thing is, it's a little like momentum. Once you get going, you're in the stream of well-being and it carries you with EASE!

And, not only did my attitude improve by the end of that call, I made a few (re)realizations too...

I AM making a difference. I DO positively impact the lives of others. My life DOES matter. AND, I am entitled to FEEL GOOD, DAMN IT!!! 

You see, bad attitude was gone, feisty stayed ;). Hehe ;).

One hot, steamy shower later and here I am writing to you. Feeling much better, but not immune to getting spit out of the Vortex again at any time. Thing is, I know how to straighten myself out and get back in...but, I have to WANT to and I have to remember that it's up to ME and no one else. 

It's OK to have a bad day once in a while. Look what it did for me today! Just remember, it's up to YOU to decide when you've had enough and you're ready  to turn it around...and if you need some assistance with that let me know (insert shameless promo here...hehe) at www.deliberatesensuality.com. 

Wishing you lots and lots of good days my friends, with only a little contrast thrown in to help you appreciate them ;). 

Namaste,

Lisa

P.S. You can find links to more info about Jeannette Maw, founder of Good Vibe University and co-founder of GVCA on my website. If you're curious about Law of Attraction (LOA), Deliberate Creation, or just plain want to know what the heck I'm talking about when I mention things like the Vortex, or vibrational alignment...let me know and I'll be happy to explain! If you want your own Note from the Universe delivered to your inbox daily, visit TUT.com. Thanks!